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Friday, January 31, 2003
Well, today I thought about suicide. For the first time in years. And it was oddly comforting.

Then I realized that makes me no better than the people I'm trying to be better than.

Monday, January 27, 2003
Some people make it seem so fucking easy to just get up and move to a different state to live with random people. Very tempting. But I can't stomach the thought of moving somewhere just because of one person. I don't think it would be wise. I'm too afraid that if I would pack up and move in with some random person, they would tire of me and then I'd be fucked.

*shrugs*

Just a thought.

I hate assholes. I hate the fact that I hold grudges like this. I know it's pointless, but I still feel threatened and I don't know how to get over it.